Love: Real or Fake

Before I start telling this small part of me let me tell you something, sometimes we should accept what is good for us than what we love. I always wanted my romantic life to be like a best romantic movie ever which has lots of romance, funny fights and everyone is happy in the end. But life shows me that real thing is much better than that of a movie. I know real life love stories are boring but this one is different.

Chapter 1: Introduction

As you can see this chapter says introduction, so let’s introduce ourselves. Usually people introduce by telling their name to each other. But here the situation is different here only you can listen to me and you can’t talk to me. But since you are reading this book you must be close to someone. Anyways I am Anit and this is my story. Hey! I am Anit Sharma, yes you guessed topper son of Sharma Ji. Well I am not a topper or anything I am just an average guy who have an average life. But what I learn from my problems, my life that’s not average. i know you don’t have much time you just want to know my story, but you understand this story you need you understand me then only you can see the beauty of this story. I am Anit blah blah average guy blah blah not that important. I am regular guy who wants to be a software engineer. I am that type of guy who falls for every second girl he meet and then flirt with that girl, oh yes I am champion at flirting. But I flirt with the girls on whom I have crush on. Not only that just to impress them I can go to any extent. I don’t get into fights I always avoid them. I don’t hate anyone I just don’t care. I guess this much will enough for you to understand this story

Chapter 2: How it all started

I entered my class and boom there was this beautiful girl and I fall for her, it was love at first sight. Just Kidding, Love at first sight is a joke that people play to impress others. First day at college and I was pretty excited about it, because beautiful girls who are single and it was a chance for me to impress them, When I entered my class the first thing I did was checked out all the girls. Since it was a first day I don’t really have any friends now. So in the break to kill some time I went canteen, while I was there a girl came to me and said ‘Hi’. Hey?I replied. She had fair skin, black semi-curly hair which she tied with a hair clip.

‘We are in came class, I am kriti.’

‘I am Anit. So you are from which branch? She looked kind of interesting to me’

‘I am from E&E. What about you?

‘I am from CS.’

‘I guesses it right then, you look like a computer geek’

I liked her. it took no time for her to be frank she was a kind of girl every guy look for. She was funny, intelligent and most of there was sweetness in her voice. I guess it was her sweet voice that she was 8 out 10 on my rating list. Oh she is not the heroine of this story, but surely a major part. By major part I mean an important person to me. We became good friends or I say more than good friends. We joke with each other, play pranks and most important she knows me. If you people are imagining her like a tomboy type of girl like they show in movie Hero’s girl best friend is a tomboy, then she is not, she is a regular girl.  So if she is not the heroine then who is? Well heroine of this story is this girl I met during a mixed seminar "Rashmi". On my rating she was definitely 9.5. At first we just use to pass smiles at each other whenever we see each other. I just had to make a small talk with her first. And that day I got my chance when I met her at an ATM. We saw each other, as usual she passed a smile. My inner self was shouting talk to her you dumb get out of your awkwardness faster. She started to leave just to start. But I couldn’t and she right passed me. But then I suddenly did something embarrassing, I shouted

‘Damnit’. it is not the exact word I said so you can replace it whatever you think I said there.

And she heard it. She might probably heard it. She came to and asked

‘You said something?’

‘Yes, I said hey’

‘Hi’

And there it is how it all started. Oh! You must be wondering how the heroine look like. She is beautiful, smart, she has brown short hair, wears glasses with red coloured frame and it really suits her. She is a bit short in height but she definitely cute. I didn’t realize when I started having crush on her.

Chapter 3: We all need help

So when a guy have crush on a girl what he do? He will text her, Talk to her, Make excuses just to meet her, and most important flirt with her. I did all this, I made sure that our conversation doesn’t end where most of the time it was only one sided. I ask she answers that’s it. Whom I am kidding, it never was conversation. Conversation is always two sided. Our Chats were like this.

‘Hey’ I messaged.

‘Hello’

‘What’s up?’

‘Nothing, simply sitting’

She didn’t ask me what’s up with me. So to keep the conversation alive the only way was to flirt with her. The only word that irritates me is ‘Hmm’. It is like she telling me ‘I don’t care about whatever you are saying’. Then also I tried my best to keep whatever you call it alive. But I knew that it is not going to work like this, because by the end I will know everything about her, but she will not learn a single thing about me. We fall for people when we know them better and like this she will never fall for me. But I was falling for her and it all was falling apart and I just need to find my way back to start. So for this I asked for someone’s help that someone was a girl because all boys suffers the same problem and none of them know any solutions. So for this I contacted the girl I trust in my college.  You guessed it right Kriti. I told her about me having crush on her, she not taking interest in me, Blah Blah. I always wondered did she checked her list to see that she also behaved like this with someone. I am sure she did. You must be thinking you never did that but we all do. Check you chats list, you will know. I am not saying I never did this, I also have done this. But never realized it before someone did to me. When I told Kriti I knew that I was taking a risk of my weakest part to her, and I was sure like any other friend she will use it to mock me. But deep down I knew that she will help me, I guess it was her sweet voice that was make me more dependent on her. She told me what to do in this situation.  So I will just write it all here maybe it will be use you.

How to make your crush fall of you by Kriti:

1.       Instead of approaching her on WhatsApp or any messaging app, approach her directly.

2.       Make yourself interesting.

3.       Try to spend more time with her.

4.       Flirt less, talk more.

5.       Show you care about her.

6.       Show her that you are interested in knowing her.

So I started to approach her using these points.

Chapter 4: Working according to the plan

This is the most difficult step, because you need a good reason to ask a person to come out and spend some time with you. In this case I was lucky, I had Kriti with me. She helped me a lot like she used to call her to hang out with us, giving me chance to talk with her. I decreased my chats with her on WhatsApp and started trying to meet her. Everything takes time, but when we fall for someone we forget something called patience. Nothing will happen the next day; I was also the one who forgot that. But kriti was there for me to remind me that. I stopped flirting and our talks become serious. She started taking me as a sensible person and she started asking my opinion on her problems. There are lots of person in a girl’s life who flirts with them, but very few whom she tells her problem. If a girl starts to ask for solution for her problems that means she started to trust you. When a girl started to trust you that means now you have better chance with her than before. Just for her I changed myself to someone I was not. But I didn’t know that whether it was worth it or not. I made myself that I will be interesting to her. Soon I started spending time with her without help of Kriti. I started to think that she was also falling for me. I used to ask her movie, after college coffee. Our chats also started to change now she started asking question, now our conversation was not one sided anymore. Now my patience was also at top notch, I wanted to ask her. I also stopped meeting kriti much, so that Rashmi should not think that we are a thing or something. I didn’t even realized that how much I was hurting her just for my good. Take my advice never leave your friends.

Chapter 5: And it got complicated

When you have crush on a girl. It’s a unwritten rule of world that things will get complicated. I think you might have figured it out. There is this famous dialogue from a Bollywood movie “Boy and girl can never be Friends”. It is not true, but happened with me. I found out that Kriti have a crush on me. It’s a complication right? Well now the problem is how I can face her. Girl who have crush on me helping me out with my crush, I have no idea how she had felt when I told her about me having crush on Rashmi. It is always awkward to talk to someone when you know that they have crush on you. The biggest problem is to whether to talk to her or not. But I decided to talk to her, just because she have crush on me that doesn’t mean I will left the person who is important to me. I met her, but I never bring up the topic neither about her having crush on me nor me having crush on Rashmi. Whenever it seemed the conversation is going in that direction I changed the topic. To tell you the truth I get more confident about that I will get Rashmi love. Since a girl have a crush on me, that means that I am a hot shot. Well don’t we all boys think the same way. With Rashmi it was going pretty well. Our conversation has already became two sided. Now she asks too many question, trust me she is a real chatter. Now I knew she was getting interested in me. Just few more days then I can propose her. But somewhere I was also considering kriti and my relationship as lovers. Well I have to decide and to be sure which girl I want to end up with, A girl with whom I can share anything or the one on whom I have just have a crush on. After thinking about it I decided which girl I want to end up with.

Chapter 6: Confession

So my mind is set now but then also you will definitely not going like whom I have decided to confess. So I am going to tell it in two ending

Part 1: With Kriti:

So I called Kriti to meet me after class so that we will get some coffee. So we went to this coffee shop, I was quite nervous about it. After a nice coffee, we went to a park nearby it was still evening and here while sitting beside her I was thinking my master plan for proposal. So while I was thinking about it. Kriti suddenly got up and I also got up, thinking she is thinking of going somewhere. But she wasn’t, she get on her knees and said.

Part 2: With Rashmi:

Today was the day I was going to propose to her. I already planned everything. First we went to a nice romantic movie, Then I took her to a nice place to grab some bite. She asked me why I am doing so much for her. The question I have been waiting for, I took her to someplace quiet and very less crowded. I think she already knew what I am going to do, but she was acting like she don’t know. Girls can sometimes be very phoney. Well that what make them adorable sometimes. So when there was no one around, I proposed her.

These are the two ending but I know you want to know which one is the real. To tell you the truth both the ending are fake. I decided to leave both the girls. The reason is Kriti whom I know so much but I don’t love her, If you don’t fall for someone even after knowing so much about them then you never will. And for Rashmi I really liked her but she didn’t naturally fall for me, I had to prove myself worth of her. When you have to prove yourself to someone then that person are not worth your timing.

But that doesn’t mean that I will not fall in love again. Maybe in future I will meet someone.